why I don't write..

I just feel lost..

lost dengan perasaan sendiri..

lost dengan perbuatan sendiri...

lost dengan perkataan sendiri..

lost dalam dunia sendiri... *sigh

tema utama die lost..

aku ni ade la jugak jenis yang suke pastikan semua ter'organize'.. 

first you need to do this, and then that and then bla bla bla..

the problem is..

I dont know where to start..plus I dont know the 'mokuteki'...

rase mcm baaaaanyaak sangat bende dlm kepale ni, serabut sgt, sampai buat aku rase, i wanna do nothing..

duk depan laptop then layan movie.. done..

aku tau aku x bleh macam ni.. 

tapi..

I cant find THE ME that I wanted to be..

I cant find THE THING that I wanted to have..

seriously in a blurr mode.. 

seriously need a vacation, utk seiri balik otak, utk tetapkan hati, utk seriously find my 'purpose of life' BACK... lost it somewhere.. I hate me when I lost it.. isk3x.. 

p/s: I know I'm bad, but don't leave me, please....